Importance in life.

What's important in life?
Family of course. Like my mum said....When you're in the hospital, friends won't come visit you....but your family will always be there...

When I heard this...it was a solid fact. It was true...and it broke my heart...silently..heard my heart go baboom...ba...boom....ba...it stops...boom..time froze.
The truth always hurts. It hurts me in so many ways.


Then....a conversation made me realise.
The importance of me...in this life..place..time..

Tears don't fall down my cheeks....But inside I'm being teared to pieces.
Why is it that people that are important to me...somehow don't understand me.

sigh.