So, at the moment...I feel a bit disconnected from the group.
It feels like they're all on the same page...whilst I seem to be a few sentences behind...
Or else probs a page behind...

So like...yeah...not that I don't mind..I guess. but then why would I be writing this?
Maybe it's me that's not making an effort...Hmmph...guess it's my fault.
And I'll have to live with it....

Everything changes.....I guess this year is going to be interesting.
I'm excited...and a bit sad and scared...

I don't want to lose my friends....And I don't want to lose myself....

I'll see what happens yeah?

I can't move on.......I still can't believe he's gone....Out of all people..seriously.
Sigh.....It's numbing...

I have to see him...
I will....