A problem...a bad one..

Ok....I don't know how to start. Even saying hi isn't worth this....Go on my tumblr and search for...something that should relate to this, I forgot the name. can't be bothered linking you guys, sorry.

Well. yeah. if you wanna know the whole story; tumblr first -> to this.

So, you mean the times we spent everyday for months were meaningless......well we didn't do much (so i'll let it slide)....we can make NEW memories.....possibly

I've never encountered a person like this....I mean...I'm fucked. I know forgetting someone is bad, but for me right, when I meet someone I know or whatever, whenever I just pass that person, we just pass each other, not caring....and now I have this person who seems to care...alot...I'm feeling so guilty..
WHY DID SHE HAVE TO FIND ME THEN...and SIGH, seriously. why. That's my question.
Oh maybe another, why can't I FREAKING remember the memories I had with her?!?!
Maybe cause she was a quiet person....gah.

Ok, I gotta do my english. Exam block up soon - Wish me luck :]
And good luck to other seniors soon going to dig a hole like me...amy's hole is gonna be big.
XD

Feeling Motivated. Then..why am I on here?

Hey hey!
How's your day? been smiling? been laughing? if you have, AWESOME like..totally raaadd duuuddeee..haha dry.
My day's okay, I'm re-motivated to do my schoolwork. haha! So yup yup.
I'm just gonna like type out some thoughts I have ~ Don't need to read...cause yeah. why would you? Don't say you're bored....Though I am here for your entertainment haha :]

*Sometimes people forget what they're worth.

* True feelings are always bottled...and regret begins to grow.

* We sometimes forget true beauty and it's value

* You're not pretty..You're not perfect...But I love you all the same...You're my perfection.

* I won't say goodbye to you....cause I don't want it to end...not yet.

* I hate when.....someone tells you things you don't want to hear...what's worse is that it came out of their mouth...

* Highschool -> Uni = more study and shitting yourself

* My days are always brighter when I see clouds..but what makes my day shine is sharing it with everyone...even though they find it weird. I don't care. It's fun :]


So okay, I gotta go and do my SOR. POOP. and then ENGLISH. <- I actually like it haha!
despite it's an exam...haha XD

tonight and tomorrow and then FAIL.

Ok, quick blog.
Doing SOR atm, dying.....fun...
Today the clouds were zoooming by!!!!! yes, it was windy ! HAHA!and cold. sad for all the sick people.

I now have a "body" pillow....it's almost as tall as me....when I saw the chich hugging it..and the pillow had a face of "cheekiness"....it looked dirty..so like...I'm not gonna hug it...cause I have Ajay. haha...but I'll use it for my wall and stuff.....that would be fun.
haha apparently me and jade complained about not having pillows.....my mum sure just sticks to the past...never to the present...

So anyways, good day - had to go to the "formal" place and decide on things. so for so good.
problem; I don't really wanna go anymore.
what to do?

And p.s. I probably be on tumblr.com more often now....well..let's say, if you want to know short stories of my daily epic...boring life. then yeah spazzyjyeah.tumblr.com <-...i think that's right...LOL...i should never rely on my brain. it's hopeless.

TAKE CARE!

A high person

Funny thing about being a high person is that
1. so much energy and yet there's nothing to do to waste it
2. Will want to annoy the crap out of everyone they know
3. Seem to want to do adrenaline-rush activities..eg. Trampoline?
4. Starts reading something and assumes in depth and starts pestering you about it
5. May not have showered due to sugar-rush thinking (ew)
6. Being sick and not resting...omFg

I'm guessin these are the CONS? hahah...to the PROS then?

1. Much more fun than when they go crazy
2. Basically just talking alot
3. Can be confused at various times
4. Have a split-second memory loss and remember again
5. Staying up late until who knows when....
6. More open? ahaha, who knows...


OK! so that's it, if that high person reads it...hahaha, YOU SHOULD STOP READING MY BLOGS!
I WILL MOVE TO A DIFFERENT BLOGGING SITE!
sorry folks :]

Thought...or not.

Does it ever make you wonder what it'd be like with that one person?
You'd probably think it's heaven - maybe it is...but what if it's not? A common question asked.

There are all these common questions..and yet, they're never answered...well, not the way you want it to be.
Weird world we live in.

I wonder...what my life's gonna be like...I'm always thinking about that...always thinking about my family...my friends...people who I hold close...I'm scared. Eventually, they'll be gone in some way...by distance..or by life...I wonder how my reaction will be like..will I cry for them and etc...

What I mostly think about are my friends....I always think...one day, they'll one day be gone...what will I do then?...do I just let it happen....or do I hold on as much as I can...?

I have a... I don't know, but my nature is pretty simple...I like someone basically. get to know them, be close with them. love them. help them. care for them in many ways...and in the process..I usually end up pushin them away..or hurting them...when I don't really want to...but sometimes..it's better...as it helps me to let go..even if the hole gets bigger and bigger..
I hate myself for that. My problem is me.

So anyways, yeah, basically my future is always there in my mind..I think about it...I cry for it.....weird I know :D

A chat with Chuong bum after tutor ~

Oh heey, long time no blog?..probs should follow me on tumblr.com you know?
Cause..it's more fancy than here...heeeeheee..but yeah yeah!
anyways! I was meant to blog about this but I never had the time too...still don't but you know what? I'mma make time HAHA :]

SO like, after tutor ~ there was chuong waiting to be tutored and so I talked with him, like I do everytime..this is how it goes...sometimes XD

Me: Hey....fatty..chubby...bum chuong..:]
Chuong: Yo....
Me: How's school??
Chuong: yeah...alright...
(yeah...normal catch up XD)

Then we got to the convo about chuong's depressing PM...and stuff. he explains. haha. he blames the system - I do too.
And then we got to the subject about...bf/gf ~
He lists that his girlfriends are
1. His bed
2. The fridge
3. Computer

But then..I was like...nah nah!! Your toilet is your gf!! I bet you "stressed" her out (I forgot what I said.)
and he was like no no wait for it ~ I murdered her! AHAHHAAHAH
had to be there moment LOL XD

So that's basically it!
So far my life..is going okay :]
Today, was also okay, still thinking and spacing out..here and there. But I'm motivated to do my studies! - in some retarded way. heeeeheeee

And just before I bought...well chu nghia did haha! went to his older brother's garage sale...erm due to in-law circumstances, hard to explain. not really - just don't wanna tell ;]
And yeah I bought 3 big canvas boards!! idk why..but like just if i have a spurt of an idea..and start doing a master piece...I thinking of  doing a series in it. but we'll see ;D
And yup, got some DVDs...jade got a DVD player and a whole bunch of like sewing stuff and etc. yup yup!

'I'll die wanting you, but I do need you."

Maybe....

"The world is constantly turning....
The sun will constantly stay in place..
The stars will constantly shine in the sky..
I'll constantly miss you and I."

So what if I were to disappear...life continues, it does not revolve around me.
You do not revolve around me and yet, I constantly revolve around you...even though you don't know it...You may think that maybe you're just "some" friend of mine. You're wrong. You maybe just a friend to someone else but to me, you're more than that.

I always want to make your day brighter even if it's just for a moment,
I want to make sure that smile of yours never disappears,
I want you to know I'm here for you...

I'll be your teddy who you can hug while you sleep
I'll be that star you stare at night constantly
I'll be someone who'll always tell you "You're oh so pretty"

If you ever have that thought of "maybe...even if we didn't meet, we'll still be the same"
That's where you're wrong...If it wasn't for you...
I wouldn't have gotten the chance to say how much I love you...

Cause without you...life seems pretty dull.

Iced Lemon tea; not the same if there isn't ice or lemon..it'd just be plain tea.

So there's a day out...with Vy and Kathie

HELLOOOOO !!!
How has a Saturday day been for you? I hope it was awesome! Cause it was for me!...yeah serious! :]
Today was a DAY OUT WITH VY AND KATHIE!! YAAAY! just us four! four? yeah! FOUR! but there's just you, vy and kathie....PLUS JADE!!! AHHA!! yes, my sister. heeeheee

Ok, well yeah! this is like our 2nd time to just hang out. just the four of us. and as usual it was fun ;D
so basically it "was" for Vy's like..bday party...LOL..but she said just a get together so yeah!
WE went to Sunnybank!!! god, ticket fares are so expensive now, bloody government. Well yup, we got there..hmm..around..10.15am? haha!..I think..or was it..10.25..hmm I don't know but like! Me and jade
bought ourselves some brekky cause we didn't have brekky. I woke up late. T__T

WARNING: NEXT PARAGRAPH HAS A SPOILER OF IRON MAN 2 (Read at your own risk)

I had a..hotcake but then bought KFC snackbox - fatty me :P
and jade went to a different hot cake house...cause it's "cheaper"
after we that, we went to the cinemas to watch..IRON MAN 2 !!! WOOOOOT!!!
dude, it was GOOD! I liked it :]...not alot but it was good hehe
ahha during the film, there was the part when Tony stark kissed Pepper Pott ~ HAAH the little boys (wit their parents of course) infront of us were like EWWWWW!! YYUUUCCCKK! EEWWWWW
haha! omg, reminds me how I use to be. good moments! Sorry, if I ruined it for you...YOUR FAULT FOR READING! I warned you didn't I? haha! :3

After Iron man 2, we went to toilet and omg. Jade, kathie and vy laughed @ the most stupidest thing. I swear. They laughed @ the "ladies" toilet symbol cause it's head was smaller than the body...LOL, I laughed cause of their sillyness. haha xD
Afterwards! We went to DDR but couldn't cause pro azns were hogging it. =_="
so we played technika! WOOT! it was fun ;D
haha! I wanted to play DDR but at the end of this adventure - I didn't. OH wells, next time !! HEHEE

Erm, after that we like...where we go...oh right! MORNING GLORY! I bought vy a "soap" flower LOL
no..it's not acutally..washing..soap..I don't think...I told vy to try and shower with it..but she said I should. But it was a gift from me to her. LOL oh and the flower was purple!! Vy's fave colour :]
and then Vy bought Jade a little..bottle...i think it was a message bottle! it was so cute..omg. I wanted to buy one for..someone..hehe. It was soo cute. I just want to buy them all!! but they were like..$5....sigh. TAKAI DESU!!!!...so annoying.

OH AND THEN I WENT TO GO SAY HELLO TO ALL THE ANIMALS AT THE PET STORE! (I didn't get through to all of them) and then I saw ANNA!!! AND HER BF!! (that's the reason why)...and like wow, it was awesome. I scared off her bf...whoopsies..>__<"...he seemed to be a quiet type but very nice..But I don't know. but yeah. Being myself must be alot to take in..for strangers..haha. Yup. now, I'mma skim through the next part quick.

- Went to Market Square
- Went to San Rio
- Went to Malaysia Corner
- Lunch Time special wasn't on yet
-Went into Yuen's Market (So crowded in the arvos)
- Waited a bit more
- Went back and ate
- Jasmin disappointed with food. it had no flavour..it was plain. and she was goin to vomit.
- Took photos.
- Finished.
- Walked around again
- ..3.30..went to Bus station to go home
- Got off @ Mater hill....waited for the 100 or 110 bus. Took a long time.. cause vy didn't wanna go on the crowded bus..
- Played games and talked while waiting..Will tell you that in a...page. :]
- Went home..to Vy's place
- Went home...Mum was hungry..went straight to a..Cafe..erm..Idk forgot what's it called. We go there for brekky.
- and officially went home.

THE END.
Look out for a page called What's the opposite of Pedos?

SMILE and LOVE people that surround you.

My happy mother's day poem :]

Rainbow

The colours of the rainbow...
Each colour is different,
There's red, yellow, pink, green, purple, orange and blue.
They're not just colours, each have a meaning...Stong, caring, loving, cool, smart, beautiful and sometimes scary.

My mother is strong as she faces life,
She's caring by sheltering me and my sister,
She loves us all the same,
She's cool as she makes me laugh,
She's smart, always teaching me the rights and wrongs,
She's beautiful the most precious treasure there is,
She's scary when she cares too much,
But I love her all the same.

My mum is the rainbow after each storm.

Copyrighted by JasminV :]

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

HEY THERE! ;D
how's your day? I hope you called/visit/i don't know but somehow communitcated to your mum and said Happy Mother's day and thanked her for things...LOL, just before I had an image of a lady going to labour..labor? =S can't spell..at the moment..I'm tired of eating - just came back from Sizzler, on me way to OBESITY! WOOOOOT.

Well..I didn't really have a spazztic moment...well would that include me...keep spilling/knocking stuff/food on myself...or so...hmm..and Tony kept laughing @ me...that skinny tall...a-hole! LOL

hmm, well today! I walked my dog down to my mum's salon and visit her and saw Aunty Julie, Cindy and Tony finally getting a haircut - THANK GOD, last time, he looked like Big Foot..or had really wavy hair...sorta had that. "korean" hair style thing...yeahh..And yup yup. LOL bet Amy would be like "omg" if she reads this. hahah.

Ah well, I think I did a 30min walk, took the long way back ~ like...the car way back home..where Chu nghia would pick us up from station and then drive that way..yeah, I went that way...and my god, it was dogsville. woof woof. Not gonna go that way again. lol
Reminds me, also, before I went off, I actually talked to a old man...I think a hobo...cause when I was looking @ him..he had...blood..on his..toe..and was smoking...ok...I think a drunk man then. and THEN! THE PEDO BROTHERS SAW ME!! I was like...O___O....shiiiiittt.....and lol sorta..panicked haha, told aunty julie...and stuff......and then walked home..I guess that's why I took the long way...so then they wouldn't follow...LOL i don't know..bet I'm not making sense.

Well..School's tomorrow, bloody..hell my art major is due this weeek ">___>
sigh. OH OH ! and today! WAS SUCH A BEAUTIFUL DAY SERIOUSLY.
"Cool and Sunny" awesomeness! that's why I walked Mulan haha ;D

so that's it, I hope you loved your mum today :]
I made my mum a poem..yesterday Saturday, Teacher told us to and yeah I did a poem and teacher helped me to translate it in Vietnamese haha
Today when my mum read it..she was like..Woah, shocking...in viet...hard to explain but haha she was surprised and she loved it ;D

I'll post my poem next time and of course the english one haha :]

Ngay Hien Mau ~

In Jap class and thus Play time begins

YO yo YO yo...How's your day?
At the moment I'm in...distress...yeah, bloody assignments that I don't understand and I'm falling behind in my maths now...cause I have such a crap arse teacher it's not funny - my only hope is my tutor but now my sister joined in with me, I don't get much help ...when I REALLY need it ! GAH. so FML!!

Well anyways! in Jap class, we met our erm...how to say..Our japanese penpals english teacher
Ito-sensei! He's a nice guy ! and ! we got to meet his wife - she's very nice :]
hehe...Well, we had to do introductions..and I screwed up mine..cause my friends luaghed at me when Steven sensei apparently said.."ke-ki ga ~" and yeah...my fave phrase in Jap is "Ke-ki ga Daisukidesu!"
and yeah yeah!..highlight of my life. Second time I tried. I said my friends are truly very strange..when I actually wanted to say..crazy..but I got a good expression from everyone...Just what I wanted. HAH!

Well after intros, we were to ask questions. And well...I acutally understood what Ito-sensei said..in a way..
And well..I asked a question..more like..a retorical question which was Kyou wa hontoni atsui desune?
Which means Today's hot isn't it? and again, everyone laughed....LOL, I DON'T GET IT?!?! was it meant to be funny ?!?! I think it was a good question...cause he was wearing suit...probs be sweating in it...alot. =__="

Well, diana said I was cute..hehe :3

Afterwards, me and diana escorted them out to Mr.cahill's office and well, he's like a ninja..Diana went looking for him and Ito-sensei was talking to me, how I'm like the Japanese girls..and said I could like..suit there..but my Japanese...is hm, not good haha! yeah.. I know..not good. But like..yeah...HAHA

and THEN! afterwards...us year 12's got bored and LOL! Melissa grabbed lainey's worksheets...or whatever paper she could get and threw them in the air - note: she rolled her skirt up to make it short.
and as they were thrown up, she started thrusting LOL ! HAHAHAHA LIKE WTF?!?!
and funny thing, SENSEI DIDN'T SEE AT ALL!! HAAHHA and she did it again AHHAHA! FUNNIEST part! One of the papers got stuck in the fan above us and yeah, we just cracked ourselves up - watching it going round and round hahaha sigh, so funny XD

Sensei didn't really notice us until we like asked to turn off the fans and Lainey quickly got the paper down the fan when we turned it down...Sensei still doesn't know what Mel did...hehe. :]


so much fun!
Hope you're having fun too :]
If not...SMILE! or Run like the wind!!

I gotta go and study..rah rah
p.s. Maggie's mine <3 (random)

LAUREN and her story.

Very short thing.
But as you know or not, I have a friend, Diana :]
she tore 2 ligaments in both of her legs, playing rugby and during that time on crutches, she endured alot of laughter from her friends inc. me...LOL and everyone else HAHA, basically HER fault.
It's destined she's not meant for sport, or else it'll kill her.

We have a friend LAUREN!!! I'm sure I told you about her already :]
LOL well! When I went into Jap class today, there she was jsut sitting or something - forgot
and like, she had a bandage on her right hand. I asked her about it and well she said she like..broke her thumb or something by aggressively taking off her jumper - BAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!
LIKE WTF YEAH ?!?! - that was my first reaction. laughing @ her.

It's worse than Diana...maybe THIS is karma for her mocking of Diana!?!?! :O
AMAZING! but yeah and she did something to her other hand and yeah..poor her, can't really tweet like normal. LOL


my day was crap.
THE END ! :]